Bellows breath hums in the tired throat
as the wet warm air swells the lungs,
mid-meadow with legs outstretched over
prickly grass through the fabric to the skin.
I am willing the heart to slow, in the pale
face of the swaying foxglove sea, fingers
brushing gritty prairie dock leaves. I am
willing the mind to quicken a reason I want
to stay and count the moons of each year.
Did I dare to desire the unsheltered freedom
of the afternoon meadow, to hold the soft
mullein on delicate skin bared to the sun,
poison humming in the veins? I want still
to measure the rising suns change and chart
their entries along the fence, willing now
the humming to silence, willing the hearts
cadence to change. I want a fist to stake
this ground under a noon summer sun
and then hold the north star in my open
palm, watching where your shadow stands
and falls, its trunk pierced and tied so long
as the day stretches the hours. And to sketch
this treasure map to troves of vernal blooms
and pools drying down, the smudged ink
listening as the stones cry out to the stars.
June 2026
Laura M Schwartz